hating limited conversation

i hate limited conversation. it cant paint the picture well. then, people got trapped in darkness filled with bad energy.

i hate it.

i understand it is a moment of bad energy. but, it is lonely to see someone whom you be with for years, suddenly turn on all the bad energy against you. it is even worse, when i am limited to accepting them but not navigating both out. i guess. taking on bad energy is part of life. i have to learn and live with it. i still hope for the light in the end of tunnel.

so i wish we both are always in positive energy. that. we would always enjoy our lives to fullest. i hope we both could achieve that.

Bravo, Life!

Life is a continuous process of searching of that something.

When you reached somewhere, then you realize you still lack something. For feeling to be so short-lived, we always sense the have-nots, but not the haves. Only if everything is balanced to a point where feeling is all satisfied, or everything is empty where no feeling is evoked - these are then the equilibrium that we live on.

From my single-minded focus over career advancement to now the important time with my wife, I appreciate what I have gone through. Being a rather logical person, feeling stays low in my personality. However, not for this assignment, I would not realize how important feeling comes into play. It makes human. And, that holds someone against all odds.

Going through this, I now appreciate the condition life imposes on us. It teaches us how to live life.

Bravo, Life!

never so sure

sometimes, in life, u just never be too sure of decision u made. never too sure, especially when it comes to deciding for life.

we would then try to turn things better. however, there r things that never want to change? how to deal with that?

and, there are always 2 sides to a coin. are we going to accept another side of it? if not, what can we do?

never so sure about it...

Facebook Users by Country, 2010

US topped the users ranking, with almost 50% population using FB. Being the 4th most populated country, Indonesia comes in second, but with 4x users less than US. In a way, we could see how close Indonesia resembling US in using technology.

However, the two most populated countries - China & India are both out of picture. While facebook is blocked in China, India is way behind in the usage, where it sees only 1.5% of population using it. 1.5%!? It does reflect the lack of infrastructure in connecting the people to WWW. On other hand, it is a political barrier in distance the Chinese to WWW.

While there is so much talk about how flat the world is, it is still a long way before it comes to reality.